nothing in particular

sometimes i think......
why must we have to study........
then i realised......that the study is really important to be a successful person in life......
this morning, i have just got civil engineering studies exam paper result, i really did not expected that my marks dropped so much............
actually, it because of me......i did not study very well......just want to play around when holiday is coming......
spend time with no useful things.......
how want to be a good student because i am already bad, bad, bad.......
hurm.........